WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?: A Black Woman’s Life and Liberation in Heavy Metal, by Laina Dawes

WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?: A Black Woman’s Life and Liberation in Heavy Metal, by Laina Dawes


“Essential reading for those who have never felt the blow of intolerance, and for those who have felt it far too often…its themes are universal”—PopMatters

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“A fantastic book”—AOL Noisecreep

“Thoughtful and inspiring”—Publishers Weekly

Eight Must-Read Heavy Metal Books, Phoenix Sun-Times

• ISBN 978-1-935950-05-9
• Foreword by Skin of Skunk Anansie
• 208pp softcover w/color flaps
• Dimensions: 6″ x 9″ (152mm x 230mm); 1 lb. (.45 kg)

What Are You Doing Here? investigates how black women musicians and fans navigate the metal, hardcore, and punk music genres that are regularly thought of as inclusive spaces and centered on a community spirit, but fail to block out the race and gender issues that exist in the outside world.
“The first time I heard rock music it was really exciting. I felt that this new music and vibe was really me. I remember going to bed and having dreams that I was performing this music and visualizing myself on stage, way before it actually happened… What always appealed to me about rock music is the feeling of freedom, that I could finally be who I wanted to be and sing the music that I felt in my heart. Some black people that I met in the music industry felt that we could be stronger and better empowered if we all stayed within in the same box, but I had always relished the fact that I never belonged to any cliques, or any scenes…”—Skin, Skunk Anansie

“I wanted to find other black women like me: metal, hardcore, and punk fans and musicians that were rabid about the music and culture and adamant about asserting their rightful place as black women within those scenes. I wanted to find other women who put aside the cultural baggage that dictates that we must listen to certain musical styles, and simply enjoy the music that influenced us, not just as black women, but as individuals who grew up in an era when, thanks to technology, a large variety of music is accessible and available to everyone. I found many black women and have shared their stories, but I also realize there is still a lot of work to be done.”—Laina Dawes


“Who Put That Shaven-Headed Black Woman on the Stage?” Foreword by Skin

Introduction, by Laina Dawes

I. Canadian Steel

II. Metal Can Save Your Life (or at Least Your Sanity)

III. I’m Here Because We Started It!

IV. So You Think You’re White?

V. “The Only One” Syndrome

VI. Too Black, Too Metal, and All Woman

VII. The Lingering Stench of Racism in Metal

VIII. Remove the Barricades and Stagedive!


Appendix: “What Are You Doing Here?”—The Survey

Laina Dawes is a music and cultural critic, and a Ph.D. Candidate in Ethnomusicology at Columbia University. Her writings and photography can be found in various print and online publications in Canada, Europe, and the United States. Born and raised in Ontario, she lives in New York City.

Weight 1 lbs


  1. Bishop Byers

    I love the idea but where can I actually buy the book without having to get it online although i could

    • admin

      Thanks for asking, Bishop ‚Äîwhen the book is released this fall, it will be available wherever books are sold. If your local bookstore doesn’t have a copy on the shelf, they can order one easily through their suppliers.

  2. Tara G. Warrior

    I don’t think I even looked forward to the publication of “Metalion” this much. Kudos to the BP crew for having the testicular fortitude to put this tome out!

  3. Beatrice M. Hogg

    I’m overjoyed that the story of us Metal Sistahs will finally be told! I hope that Laina does some readings/signings on the West Coast!

  4. Masharik

    Will for sure be my favorite read of the year.

  5. Mashariki

    Oh, and please do a book signing in California!! Underground Books or Barnes and Noble in Sacramento, CA!

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  7. MM

    I’m glad you wrote this book. Even in big cities, I’ve gotten strange looks from clueless people. Yes, we’re out there; and no, we’re not going anywhere!

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  9. anon

    I hope you spoke about the late great poly-strene of x ray specs in your blakc women in rock section although biracal she was still a woman of colour in a male white dominated field

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  14. Lee

    I heard your radio interview on npr.org last night and I was intrigued. Speaking as a light skinned black woman who grew up in an Afrocentric area but raised herself on a diet of Star Wars, Harry Potter and other Sfi/Fantasy genres it was refreshing to hear that black females do rock! I am definitely getting your book.

  15. Deonsdreaming

    It’s sad that whites feel that they “own” rock music. Particularly if you know for a fact that rock music came from black artist! Goree Carter, Willie Johnson, Chuck Berry, Ike Turner, Bo Diddley, Fats Domino, Little Richard, Jerry Lee Lewis and many many more before whites ever knew how to play that way. But it’s typical of what whites do, I remember in the early 80’s when rap was the music that blacks and latinos listen too. White kids didn’t like it or understand it, and many of them talked of the day when rap music would die because none of the rappers played instruments. Well here we are in 2013 and what do you see? Little white kids in pickup trucks in the backwoods of the south blasting rap music! They even dress like their favorite rappers! So don’t ever feel that you are less than! Because you are more than! Peace

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  18. Rabbit

    I hug you, since you are clearly my Distant Twin. Turns out, there’s a lot of us, we’re just… widely scattered. 😀

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